Currently Listening Trouble By Coldplay see related

Damn, I really miss the university life.  Even though I hated studying and doing work, I at least had more drive to get through the material faster than the rate I do now in addition to my long hours of work life.  I try so hard to read the material on weekends, but I keep falling alseep.  I try to read on weeknights, but I have a massive short attention span.  Why is it that I can concentrate so well at work, at sports, and when I'm driving at the race track but not when it comes to studying this material???

I think I'm also getting annoyed that I'm not meeting any new people.  I like meeting new people and building the bonding so that one day we can be good friends.  I'm open to put the effort in, but as such in today's inccident at work, clearly some people aren't as open minded to meet new people no matter how friendly they sound.  It also sucks that most of the people you meet, it's so damn hard to maintain the relationship because they have their own group of friends to hang around with.  Why not mesh the groups together?  You might be better off in the end and, 'yay', more friends made in the end.  I'm sick and tired of hearing people telling me 'things will fall into place and don't try so hard' cause more friends will appear eventually.  It's been half a decade and how many close friends do I have now?  How many of them will be there when I want to go out and check out events or activities? Not too many to none!  I'm slowly becoming a hermit and it's killing me.

Pft, you're so not worth my time...

So I talked to the Mercedes Benz girl again finally on MSN after weeks of not talking to each other.  The convo went okay till we talked about Lava.  I indirectlly told her I couldn't stand girls who 'flake' out or use the line, "we should hangout sometime" but never live up to their words.  It clicked to her that I was also referring to her and she told me to admit it if I was or not.  She then said, "well...honestly i have been really busy. but then again...i can almost gurantee you that no typical guy would want to be with me"  I then asked her how she knew and she said she just knew.  Who said I wanted to be with her anyways?  What a fool.  You got to meet up with the person first before you can judge.  She obviously was pre-judging me, and considering the WERIDO's she has experienced hanging out from the stories she told me, she is TERRIBLE at judging people.  If you met up with me, you'll be blown away that I'm far from being one of those weirdos that you met, but it's too bad that your blind, tough times for you!  I guess you'll remain being the stubborn self you are and most likely you are one of those self-centered girls.  Well it's good to know and I'm not going to talk to you anymore.  I now have delisted you and re-classified you as a junk bond.

Currently Listening World, Hold On By Bob Sinclar, Steve Edwards see related

Okay I feel a lot better after this past weekend went by.  Played indoor beach v-ball on Friday night, went clubbing on Saturday to see Bob Sinclar at Circa and went Skiing on Sunday.  In otherwords, active activities make me happy :)

I feel greatful for meeting some new party friends.

Other than that while skiing at Lakeridge, my friends and I were standing slope side watching people do tricks off the terrain park.  This kid went off a jump, did a 360 and landed on the platform box then jumped off it.  I yelled out, "shit that was sick!"  Then he stopped and yelled, "That was Disgusting!"  At first I thought he mant the jump was bad, but turns out Digusting = Sick?!  Haha, oh the new jargon that kids use these days.